When I thought we were friends

I felt like I was missing something
Something that made me feel different
Some would say that I felt like an outcast
I felt so messed up
I missed you
You never came to talk to me
Not like you used to
You said you were my friend
But I knew you never meant it
Why did she take you from me
I did nothing to her
I just wanted a friend
One that actually cared about me
One that didn’t just leave me
I was sad
I was scared
I was alone
I had no one and you thought I was fine
Well
I wasn’t
Everyone loved her even you
A very close friend
A friend I cared about
I guess I needed more to impress you
I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough for you
But if you were really my friend
I wouldn’t be here
On the edge
Of my fate